The painful truth of carrying a rainbow baby. I lost my first two children and so I never had the innocent bliss of not knowing what could go wrong – but I also didn’t truly understand what I had loss. Losing Nayely was so much more intense and not because I loved the others any less but just because when I lost her I already had two beautiful girls so I knew exactly what it felt like to love and protect my child. I am terrified of how I would cope should I ever have another rainbow baby! Please click the link below to hear the words of mums who know! Xx